Trust is valuable, so stop giving unlimited access to people who repeatedly prove they cannot steward your heart, loyalty, or confidence with integrity.
Your talent may open doors and create opportunities, but godly character, integrity, humility, and faithfulness will sustain you once God allows you to walk through them.
Seek God with your whole heart instead of trying to discover Him through human understanding, because He reveals Himself to those who sincerely pursue His presence and trust His Word.